gosh i think the MRT is seriously crazy. Singapore is getting crazy. Why is that so? This is because of the crowd. Everywhere other than your home ( maybe even your house) is crowded. Once you step out of your home, everywhere you go seems to be squeeze with so many people! it is mad!! MRTs are crowded, shopping centres are crowded, buses are crowded, interchange are crowded. GOSH, where did all these people come from. STOP THE IMPORTING OF PEOPLE! argh

enough of complaining

i think the MRT could be counted as one of the place i spent alot of time in. I think mayb 1/8 of my life is spent in the MRTs. That is pathetic. Ya, anyway i was just wondering about the buying of standard ticket card. I wonder what happens if u buy a ticket and then try to shuff it back into the machine immediately to get back the deposit. Do you think they will return you the money inside the card that were not used? or will they just give you back your 1 dollar deposit. Or will it reject your card? haha, anyone who is willing to give it a try could tell me the answer in the tagboard. haha

another thing i wanna rant about is me.

i dunno since when, i start to stop actively conversing with people. It is not that i dunno how to, or i m shy (maybe just a little), i think the real reason i stop trying to get to know people is i got lazy. Seriously. I remember I used to strike conversations with acquaintance alot last time, or maybe even aunties and uncles selling me stuff. And then with time, i shy away, i avoid situations where i need to strike conversations, it felt unneccessary.

Recently, meeting someone in my workplace woke me up.

I could do it too, i used to do it alot. it is not difficult. It is a skill i always know, but just forgotten i had it.

i am going to try harder now. I m sure i can.=)

P.S: i m worried about sat's night cycling trip. I am paranoid about bikes. I have too many bike-related accidents already! argh...but i really wanna go! what should i do?