hahaha i think i love to sing. Actually no la.. i really love to sing. Unfortunately, I was not blessed with a good singing voice from young. I remembered that I have been singing all my life. i can even remember like when i bathing crapping in toilet at around 4 years old, I always compose my own songs and sing it. It is super random and go by any tune I like. hahaha

You know, when you are young and you sing, people just think you are cute and don't really judge whether you sing well. But when I grow older, my brother always throw rubbish comments at me and say my singing sucks. Luckily, my sister always say i sing well which gave me alot of confidence. hahaa

So I went sec 1 and know wanqing, and she intoduced me to S.H.E while I introduced to her 5566 (seems such a gazillion years away). I don't dare to sing to her or my friends at all, because I know I cannot sing well. (Due to my thicked-skinness, i somehow managed to tell myself that I actually sing well and people just don't know) I always cant reach the note properly. CMI. So most of the time I sing to myself. I lip synched on the way to school and back, before I sleep. There is even this long period of time when whenever I reach home i will download all the MTVs and start singing along with them. I am the kid who wanna be a superstar you can say that. Cos i love the glam and the attention.

But I also love to sing.

So, I was sad that every single time people hear me sing, they will tell me it is not nice. I can still remember back in AJC I sign up for this one-day singing learning lesson.

Got sabotage up to sing by Rueben and Fiona. Was super super embarassed singing "Lao shu ai da mi". I think i zhao sia like alot of times? haha...right in front of me this guy was like shaking his head in an irritated manner. I think Rueben even recorded the audio la i wan kill him already. So anyway, I was quite sad by that whole episode.

I remember praying a small prayer to God to bless me with good singing voice cos i really love to sing alot.

And like just this year, my singing improved alot. I have to say it is wanqing's credit, cos she was the one who taught me properly how to sing. And also, due to a morale boosting KTV session in Penang with my cousins, where they let me sing all the songs I want and say I sing well.

So I started beginning to sing fine!=) People are telling me that I can sing well now, which makes me a bit happy. Zhirui also say my singing improved leh. haha. So I am like so so so happy la...

wahahaha...to be able to sing what I want to sing is really a very happy thing.To want to sing and cannot reach the key is very very sad. I took 15+ to overcome that lo. Recently I asked my mum why she never sings one, she doesn't like singing? She say she like but "chang bu chu lai". Then I realised my brothers are also like that, like to sing but due to various reasons, never really sing. Well, my sister do sing abit, just a bit. lols, she always complain about not being able to remember lyrics.

haha, so in conclusion, I am the one who starts singing once I reached home. And my brother would be calling me to shut up. So mean.

haha, so yeah i m thinking of learning piano, dancing and maybe singing also.

ok i got to go listen to "1 litres of tears-konayuki". It is damn nice. so buh bue!